••• ((( m o o d s + p a s s i o n + vibes ))) •••
what moves my soul and lights me on fire and reminds me to stay on course
m u s i c
music is a medicine it gives us permission and space to feel the feelings we are feeling inside and this is why sometimes we feel slightly embarrassed to listen to certain songs in front of certain people because we don't want them to know that we feel that way inside that we resonate w that vibe n this is why i share so much different types of music bc i feel such a wide range of feelings bc i feel connected to all of the feelings and the ones that evil created i can decode them back to their pure and holy form so that we can destroy the creation of evil by not allowing evil to have control over our feelings but the key to this is authenticity anyways i also share a lot of music that has lyrics i don't necessarily agree w but my mind is strong as fuck meaning it doesn't change the way i think or act it simply helps me feel my feelings n i will not hide not even one song i vibe w bc i am not ashamed of my beautiful mind that i love living in or my feelings that's what it means to be real. and here's the thing when i was younger lyrics meant everything to me. and that was mostly bc i was not yet in a place where i knew how to effectively express what i was feeling so i'd use music to express it. and yes lyrics help. but i'm now in a place where it's more about the feeling of the music. even if only a few lyrics truly resonate and the others are extremely violent the way my mind works is i start imagining killing DEMONS, not ppl. my entire focus is destroying evil, what u think? so don't think for one second u have me figured out or can read me based on what i'm listening to bc u have no idea the place i'm at in my life n there isn't one soul alive that i have given permission to truly read me first n foremost bc i pose not one threat to anyone and that would be the only reason someone would need to read me so my music is here for u to simply feel w me. bc no matter where i am at or u are at, we can connect on the feeling of being ALIVE. that's why if i need to feel, i'm gonna vibe out to whatever vibe is helping me feel that much deeper n if it is full of profanities and lyrics i don't necessarily agree w then so be it. u need to understand that the experience of listening to very intense music is very different when u have the ability to SEE thru someone's trauma that causes them to use language in that way. i get it ya know. the human experience, i don't want to deny it. i need to relate. music helps me to understand deeper.
((( a p o r t a l to feel the insides of the s o u l )))
m o v i e s
((( a p o r t a l to s e e the insides of the s o u l )))
it's the intensity and the passion n the determination of a character that i resonate w. the way they see themselves n move n become the hero of their own story, now that is something i can definitely relate to. n here's the thing about me these days. i rarely feel like watching a movie. if i do, it's only anime that i am into. however, my life is not boring on any level it is full and filled w adventure and intense and passionate so instead of watching the anime or any other movie i am at a place in my life that i prefer to simply be the person i came here to be. the fully self actualized character in my story. to live my life and fill it w more of my story. the scenes from these movies served more as reminders of who i am and what i came here to do bc they resonated so deeply w my own soul. i've always been the main character in my story and i have always loved my story. even though some parts are tragic. my life has never been dull and always filled w drama of some sort. it is every genre in one. it is, for me, the greatest story ever told. it's my story. i hope u choose to use these sources of inspiration as reminders to reflect on which scenes from movies from ur own life that moved u and reminded u and made u feel more like u, more alive. gave u motivation to get back up and continue to be the greatest character of your story and to live and to continue to create your story as though it is the greatest story the greatest adventure ever told. remember, you are the main character and everyone else in your life are actors in your life. and while we cannot control everything bc we cannot control the other players in our story, we can maneuver around the ones that are standing in the way of our destiny. or knock them out. lol. whatever must be done for you to make it to paradise. well, that's where i'm headed anyways :) catch u on the flip 369.
a r t
the images that inspire me. bc they remind me of me, my life, my memories. they remind me of my truth. my home. paradise. my mission. true love. what's real. they make me feel alive. they motivate me. they give me inspiration. they make me cry. think deeply. they heal me. pure reflections of me. and my expansion.
[ whosoever is delighted in solitude is either a wild beast or a god ] aristotle
[ if you hear the dogs, keep going. If you see the torches in the woods, keep going. If there’s shouting after you, keep going. Don’t ever stop. Keep going. If you want a taste of freedom, keep going ] harriet tubman
[ study me as much as you like, you will not know me, for I differ in a hundred ways from what you see me to be. Put yourself behind my eyes and see me as I see myself, for I have chosen to dwell in a place you cannot see ] rumi
[ the snake that cannot shed its skin perishes. likewise those spirits who are prevented from changing; they cease to be spirits. ] neitzsche
[ never wound a snake, kill it ] harriet tubman
[ Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it ] rumi
[ tHe who has a why to live can bear almost any how ] neitzsche
w o r d s
I remember this time in my life where I didn't yet have the capacity that I do now to express myself. but I still felt so deeply and intensely and fully. it was extremely difficult without the proper outlet. so one day I started googling exactly what I was feeling but with the word quote next to it. to find anyone out there who was feeling like I was. I don't have to do that anymore. as I've found my voice. but these are a few of my finds that inspired me to find it.